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You're gay and you're a jock. When did you first realize you were a jock?
I learned to swim when I was really young -- 2 or 3 years old. When I was 11, I joined a club team, which was when I first started swimming seriously. We trained all year and I had a really good coach. I found it easy and started winning. But I played other sports, too -- baseball, soccer, basketball. I made my town's all-star team in baseball when I was in eighth grade, but I got to the point where I was much better at swimming. It was what I wanted to do and saw that I had the ability to get a scholarship for college as a swimmer. And so I kept swimming and I love it.

And when did you realize you were gay?
I've always known that I've been attracted to men, since puberty -- 11 or 12 years old, but I didn't realize I was different till maybe I was about 15, when I understood what a gay person was. I kind of made a connection, like, "Wait a minute, I have these sexual feelings for men and that's the definition of a gay guy." I guess that connection made me a little fearful. It wasn't until I was 16 that I could actually admit to myself that I was gay.
I grew up in Connecticut, which is very liberal, but I'm from a pretty small town of about 8,000 people. When I was 18, I decided to come out to my family. We were on a camping trip and I was sitting next to my mom by the fire and I said, "I have something to tell you," and then I just broke down and started crying. And she goes, "Did you get a girl pregnant?" And I'm like, "No, no!" And she thought for a moment and said, "You're gay." And I'm like "Yes! Yes!"
Her reaction was really good. She hugged me and said that everything was going to be fine.
Read the rest of this extensive interview here.




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